Thursday, November 20, 2008

Feeling Needy

It is not a fun feeling - something I'm not comfortable with... but it is how I feel today.

I'm feeling like I have more love to give, then people to give it to. More nurturing to offer then people in my life that need nurturing.

I feel kind of raw and emotional.

I'm so used to being in control of my emotions - and having things figured out. And I just don't like this!

It is like my arms and my heart feel empty.

3 comments:

earthmama said...

{{hugs, hugs, hugs}}

wrap those arms around yourself, mama...

Anne said...

I just wanted you to know I am here. please do not hesitate to come over. I have about 14-18 hours of IV to do every day. I would love the company and chats..... you and Paige make me laugh and we love having Alana play... don't be afraid to knock loud. we need to replace battery on doorbell.
thinking of you and sending hugs your way....
we just received a laptop and wifi as a gift and it is helping me immensely to be involved even while stuck in one place.

Unknown said...

Sending lots of hugs your way.